Life goes on the same due to the fact I had lived with mysterious occurences in my life for 35 years. I have to live more 35 years like that. I know NOTHING about the whole universe. I do not think even GOD can help me, either. If I have a soul, it is not God's willing at all. If I have a real SOUL, I will appreciate that I have one and I will never CROSS MY LIMITS. I hope other one never crosses his limits, too. That is all. If there is a universal POWER, I am sure that I will come out of this DARK cycle.
As spring has ARRIVED, it is the time to cleanse my SPIRIT. I will BE OK, but I just request that No one should check me out if I am fine or depressed. Thanks a lot. I do not think that I evolved even a little bit. I am the OLD me, but I am just ME. I have the control of my own MIND and I RULE OUT THE EVERYTHING that I resolved. Therefore, I'm mentally FINE and I'm emotionally strong. If I work, I will work. If not, I will not work. That is not my priority.
To the past memories, I have LEARNED nothing AT ALL. Regarding the life ITSELF, I'm a heavy BAGGAGE to be TOGETHER.
THE END!!!
