The Mystic Puzzle I

First of all, I'm back to the blog due to my own MISERIES... Otherwise, I would be somewhere else and I would be worried about my own life and health!!! Instead, I like to dig things up and up and up. It is like a constant defection that causes me a very deep depression and melancholy. Nope, I'm never BIPOLAR, but I might show the symptoms of that disease. I might be extremely SICK in the head according to the BUTTERFLY EFFECT MIND CONTROL PROGRAM. LOL! Nothing can make me CRAZY. I'm the only TEST SUBJECT that failed...

There was always a big gap that made me question that the brazilian guy i used to play around was FAKE. I always suspected who is behind this ugly brazilian guy. Of course, I never liked the image of the guy... I'm fucking white and I do not like mixed MEN. :)

The issue has been solved. However, I had dreamt it before and I ignored IT! Then, I dreamt about it again and I learned that the brazilian guy had been hired to be used as a fake image. I talked with the INSANE MAN, and I sent all letters and presents to the INSANE MAN. I have not slept since 3 days at all... That is why I need to write and spit out my ANGER, HATRED and all my other emotions. It is a good therapy. What's wrong with the therapy? Does that phrase make sense? LOL! Between, this blog is only seen BY the insane man. So, I can say WHATEVER I want to articulate. As long as I do not cross the line in terms of an ethical aspect, I'm sure he won't sue me. 

The brazilian guy never MET me. I have found this situation mysterious. Why a guy never meets the GIRL? People meet online and they meet each other somehow if they keep up the communication for many years. I always suspected a very very dominant man's words in his letters, too. His words never matched with his looks. Well, at that time I was extremely young and I just played and played...

I had never been in LOVE with this guy. I pretended that I was in love... YES, I regarded him as a back up to Move on From My EX. While I was talking to him, I was constantly messaging my EX, as well... I do not know what kind of game I played with HIM... It was nice to correspond with someone in a romantic way to ease my own grief. Maybe, I valued the guy because I thought he valued me... That is all...

Maybe, I was opening UP for a new guy to fall for. I'm not sure about THAT... These do not matter at the moment. I had learned that the guy was really fake... Behind this guy, there was the INSANE man that I met after this Guy ONLINE. This is INSANE AND this is a CRIME!!!

However, I sent those presents by my heart... Whatever happened happened... The real issue is the insane man has known me since 10 years. This is his insanity level in which he played with me, too. It did not hurt. HE played and HE had been played out... That is fine... Nothing is wrong about this part... If you play a game, you END it. Well, who knows? I could be married, too. Being a virtual boyfriend or girlfriend is never a significant thing at all... When you log out of your computer, you get DISCONNECTED with that person... Who cares? I NEVER CARED. I STARTED TO GET SICK OF THIS BRAZILIAN GUY... THERE WAS SOMETHING MAKING ME BORED ABOUT HIM...

Then, we rarely communicated and it ENDED. What did it end? LOL!!! Let me put IT that way: Our communication and our fights ended... Our game came to an END... WE BOTH GOT CRAZY...

However, this insane man whom is FACELESS has found me online AGAIN... This time, he never showed who he is and he talked to me with his original voice... I suspected that he is a famous actor and I had solved this, as well. I identified the insane man's real identity after watching 200 videos of him and analyzing his lexical ASPECT of articulation. YES, YES, YES!!! I have CAUGHT K so BAD!

All these mysteries had been SOLVED... The true detective has completed her mission! YAY! LOOOOOOOOL...

Yet, is that all? Unfortunately, this is not the ALL. I will solve another mystery regarding my EX BF... Who is behind my ex bf? Was he really a spy of DUMMY K or was he really MY BOYFRIEND? I have a strong gut feeling that K has seen me in a real life. That is what I am very sure... If he hired the brazilian CLOWN, did he hire my EX to spy on me? Did he hire my ex bf to MAKE ME HAPPY? Did he hire my ex BF to reach at me after his leaving me FOREVER? Well, I solved the brazilian CLOWN's case with my gifts of being a real psychic and the AMAZING EVIDENCE of many letters and postcards... I have his ORIGINAL HANDWRITING... What kind of an IDIOT uses his original handwriting to DECEIVE A NAIVE GIRL? LOL! 

Eventually, I will figure out the missing GAPS regarding MY DUMB EX, too...

Ciao HACKER BABY!!!